can't someone please just drive here and kidnap me, spirit me away to someplace else? I can't take it. it is getting to the point where I no longer just want her to die (she still hasn't. I can't figure it out since she hasn't had fluids in more than 3 days, and no food for a week, why is she hanging on?) but I myself want to die. like I can't escape my family and this whole awful thing and I just want to not even exist. I'm done.